“When the earth goes topsy-turvy And nobody knows which end is up,
I nail it all down, I put everything in place again. .”
(Psalm 75:3, The Message)

I was dreaming that I wore a magical scarf that made everything be delayed for a couple of seconds after I’ve already done something– like whenever I would turn my head, it took my vision another second to be yanked into place. When I woke up and turned on my side, the feeling of having to yank the world along with me was still there. I sat up and the world started buckling under me and I recognized it– “uh, oh… I’m too young to get vertigo!”

It took me a while to stop yelling like I was in a roller coaster every time the world spins with every turn of my head. It must’ve been annoying to my sister who had to put up with me whoo-ing in her room while I held my hands over my eyes. My friend asked me if I think this has anything to do with the 60-60 experiment, and I said, why not? I don’t know what it’s all about yet, but God let it happen, so like in everything else, I’m going to trust Him with this.

I laughed when my Bible reading for that day took me to Psalm 75: 3: “When the earth and all its people quake, it is I who hold its pillars firm.” And I laughed even more when I saw The Message version of the same verse. God, I love it when Your word is so spot on at the very moment I need it.

On a different note:

I got to clean out my closet and found out how much clothes I actually have! I have three big garbage bags full of stuff to donate to the SAM garage sale, and funny enough, I still don’t have enough organized space in my closet for the clothes left over.

I have way too many tank tops and exercise clothes– and how many times do I go to the gym in a week? I have so many dressy tops, but I’ve been wearing dresses lately. Most of my jeans don’t fit anymore (they’re too big on me. naks!). I still don’t have space for my shoes. I’m running out of hanging space for my dresses and jackets. I think I still need to let go of more things– and that goes for the other things in my life. I’ve always seen my room as a metaphor of my life. I guess that much hasn’t changed.