“All of my life, in every season, You are still God. I have a reason to sing. I have a reason to worship.” (Desert Song)

I haven’t been feeling well for the past few weeks. My doctor told me (the last time I went to him because I’ve been getting sick a lot again), that I went to him last year, at around this time, with the same complaints as well. So we just put it down as a season of Stef getting sick for some reason or another. I’ve had blood tests and other tests that came out normal every time, so we still don’t know what’s causing this.

I’m just seeing this as another weightloss opportunity. hahaha.

Seriously though, some times I do worry about what’s happening to my body. I don’t like it that I don’t have much control over this matter. I have done what I can to stay healthy– vitamins, good eating choices, sleep, and regular exercise, but I still get sick.

Still, I know that in my weakness He is strong.

Last Tuesday, after a bout of stomach flu, I got up from my bed, attended Station One and was just grateful that I still had strength to lift up my hands and sing. I felt all the better for it.

My flesh and my heart may fail,
but God is the strength of my heart
and my portion forever.

Psalm 73:26